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Thu, 05 May 2011 07:39:22 -0400

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Thu, 05 May 2011 07:38:31 -0400

Well hello.

Wed, 23 Mar 2011 01:07:43 -0400

It’s definitely been a while.

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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 19:54:35 -0500

The human body recreates itself every six months. nearly every cell and bone dies, and is replaced. you are not who you were last December.

Tue, 25 Jan 2011 19:53:53 -0500

Kind how I feel right now. By: Murakami.Kenta. Flickr.com.

Fri, 14 Jan 2011 01:41:32 -0500

Kind how I feel right now.

By: Murakami.Kenta. Flickr.com.

Day Seven. Dear Ex-boyfriend,

Fri, 07 Jan 2011 23:46:00 -0500

It was the same as any other thing between two people. I thought I would be able to be happy with you and I could trust. But of course, that wasn’t how it worked out simply because men are liars. You had to have told me at least five completely different reasons for ignoring me, breaking it off, and ignoring me some more. But when you came back after summer I received an entierly new story. I tried to make a friendship work because I honestly thought you were a half decent human being. But whenever you heard one little thing you didn’t like it was all my fault and you wanted nothing to do with me again. Thanks for being nothing but a complete dick to me. I’m sure I won’t be talking to you soon.

Hj.

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Tue, 28 Dec 2010 00:48:04 -0500

Day Six. Dear Stranger,

Tue, 28 Dec 2010 00:46:27 -0500

One day I’ll ask you for directions. I’ll hand you something you dropped by accident. I’ll compliment your jacket. I’ll apologize for running into you. I’ll politely smile at you when walking past. I’ll wrongfully judge you. I’ll smile while observing your situation. I’ll wonder what goes on in you head. I’ll curse about your driving. I’ll try and guess your name. I’ll pay for your coffee and hope that it brightens your day. I’ll wish that I could get to know you. And who knows, maybe one day I will. And maybe I’ll fall in love with who you are.

Hj.

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Tue, 21 Dec 2010 04:01:56 -0500

Day Five. Dear Dreams,

Tue, 21 Dec 2010 03:59:06 -0500

You will never make complete sense to me.

You bring in people from my past, make me talk in my sleep, create ridiculous situations, repeat yourself, make me wish things were different, and attempt to scare me. I want to be able to remember all of you and decipherwhat you mean, but you are much like a person. Memories of you fade as time goes by and you’ll always hold onto certain secrets without mention to anyone.

Hj.

You took every word out of my mouth.

Sat, 18 Dec 2010 03:18:00 -0500

Thank you, it’s reassuring to know others feel the same as I do. I also have to say, even though I just started following you, your blog is incredibly inspiring and one of my favorites to spend time scrolling through :)

Day Four. Dear Sister,

Mon, 13 Dec 2010 19:12:26 -0500

I really hope you do not flip your crazy switch for good and bake a poisonous batch of banana bread with intent to kill the world. I would also really appreciate it if you stayed away from all hazardous substances and anything you could possibly use as a weapon. Kthanks.

Hj.

Goodnight world.

Fri, 10 Dec 2010 03:12:24 -0500

Goodnight world.

Day Three. Dear Parents,

Fri, 10 Dec 2010 03:08:03 -0500

I’ve procrastinated writing this letter because I honestly have no idea what to say to either of you. You’re not in my life at all, and you don’t even bother trying. Sure mom, you’ll come help out with the things I’m involved in, but that has really nothing to do with me. It’s volunteer work more than anything, you just need something to do with yourself. Dad, I’ve recently realized how much more you would care about me if i was a guy. Sexist bastard. We live in the same house and we’ll go days without speaking to each other. It’s not purposful, just how it goes. You don’t care to talk to me and I don’t care to talk to you, simple as that. But when my male cousin comes into town you want to go everywhere and do everything with him. Oh and I like how the only time either of you say that you love me is when I’m across the Pacific Ocean or am in a life theatening situation. I’ve heard it twice in the past five years, give or take. I can’t seem to remember anything before that. So here’s to our awesome relationship.

Hj.

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Wed, 01 Dec 2010 02:37:15 -0500

Day Two. Dear Boyfriend,

Wed, 01 Dec 2010 02:30:00 -0500

Looking back we were both stupid for saying I love you.

We were in 8th grade. We thought we were invincible, and frankly sometimes we still think we are. We’re still young and naive these five years later, but here we are back together again. It’s only been two months officially but in those five years of waiting, neither of us had the nerve to let go of the other completely. I told you all the time how I felt because I’m a girl, and you’d change the topic, because you’re a guy. I was set on the idea nothing was ever going to happen again and i learned to accept it. I dated other guys, made out with other guys, but it was always you. I was surprised to find out though, you were the exact same way when it came to me.

You know me better than anyone else, and I’m the same with you.The worst part about that though is you always know when something is wrong. And me, I’m not a talker. You can ask me a billion times what’s wrong? and everytime I will say nothing. You’ll learn how to get stuff out of me eventually but so far I’m glad you don’t know how. Because truthfully, I’m terrified of being in a relationship with you. My reasoning? I might risk losing my rock I’ve had for these five years. Call me selfish, I’m sorry, but it was bad enough the first time having to regain our friendship back. I’m afraid because of this relationship I will fall back in love with you and not know what to do with it when it’s gone. You’re my bestfriend.

Death cab sang, “I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all,” and I do feel this way but of course it’s not going to be easy to say goodbye. I need to stop dreading it now though and let it come when it comes.

Please be patient with me babe, i still have a lot of growing up to do and I’m a fairly fragile being.

Love, Hj.

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Mon, 29 Nov 2010 19:39:55 -0500

So you don’t want me to love you? Alright.

Sun, 28 Nov 2010 23:53:27 -0500

So you don’t want me to love you? Alright.

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Sun, 28 Nov 2010 23:51:47 -0500