It’s definitely been a while.
Kind how I feel right now.
By: Murakami.Kenta. Flickr.com.
It was the same as any other thing between two people. I thought I would be able to be happy with you and I could trust. But of course, that wasn’t how it worked out simply because men are liars. You had to have told me at least five completely different reasons for ignoring me, breaking it off, and ignoring me some more. But when you came back after summer I received an entierly new story. I tried to make a friendship work because I honestly thought you were a half decent human being. But whenever you heard one little thing you didn’t like it was all my fault and you wanted nothing to do with me again. Thanks for being nothing but a complete dick to me. I’m sure I won’t be talking to you soon.
One day I’ll ask you for directions. I’ll hand you something you dropped by accident. I’ll compliment your jacket. I’ll apologize for running into you. I’ll politely smile at you when walking past. I’ll wrongfully judge you. I’ll smile while observing your situation. I’ll wonder what goes on in you head. I’ll curse about your driving. I’ll try and guess your name. I’ll pay for your coffee and hope that it brightens your day. I’ll wish that I could get to know you. And who knows, maybe one day I will. And maybe I’ll fall in love with who you are.